Pony Confessions
I feel like the only person who isn’t liking season 3. There’s far too much pandering to the brony community, and it’s so obvious and out there that it’s ruining the experience for me. 12/18/12

I feel like the only person who isn’t liking season 3. There’s far too much pandering to the brony community, and it’s so obvious and out there that it’s ruining the experience for me. 12/18/12



         Ponies may be destroying my life. 

I had been a silent watcher of the show until April, then decided to join the Brony Community by engaging myself more in the online venues.  In the process of doing it, though, I’ve lost interest in other things back in real life and other members of the community have lambasted my contributions, gone to lengths to exclude me from activities, and even inspired a bout of deep depression.  In spite of this, however, I don’t want to go anywhere else and I’m not sure there’s a community I could go to after this.  How much of this is on me or on others I don’t know, but I’m starting to worry that ponies may be destroying my life.
         Ponies may be destroying my life.

I had been a silent watcher of the show until April, then decided to join the Brony Community by engaging myself more in the online venues.  In the process of doing it, though, I’ve lost interest in other things back in real life and other members of the community have lambasted my contributions, gone to lengths to exclude me from activities, and even inspired a bout of deep depression.  In spite of this, however, I don’t want to go anywhere else and I’m not sure there’s a community I could go to after this.  How much of this is on me or on others I don’t know, but I’m starting to worry that ponies may be destroying my life.

I used to think my friends and I were like the main six…but then I realised that, unlike with the main mane six, if I left, I wouldn’t be missed.         

I used to think my friends and I were like the main six…but then I realised that, unlike with the main mane six, if I left, I wouldn’t be missed.         




12/25/2012
I read about how many people say that My Little Pony helped get them through depression and brought them back from the brink of suicide, but I don’t feel that way. I feel like My Little Pony is making me more depressed. I feel really happy while I’m watching the show but all it does is make me realize how terrible the world around me is. So many judgemental, arrogant, and cruel people. I feel like I have no direction in life and seeing a world where everybody knows what they are supposed to do before they’re teenaged makes me even more sad about that. I want to live in Equestria so bad that I’m beginning to worry I’m unhealthily obsessed with the show. Above all other things I don’t know anybody personally who feels the same way, so I can’t talk to anybody about it. I even feel like sometimes I’m driving away the people in my life who do like the show because I talk about it too much. I just want to be able to escape to Equestria and never come back.

12/25/2012

I read about how many people say that My Little Pony helped get them through depression and brought them back from the brink of suicide, but I don’t feel that way. I feel like My Little Pony is making me more depressed. I feel really happy while I’m watching the show but all it does is make me realize how terrible the world around me is. So many judgemental, arrogant, and cruel people. I feel like I have no direction in life and seeing a world where everybody knows what they are supposed to do before they’re teenaged makes me even more sad about that. I want to live in Equestria so bad that I’m beginning to worry I’m unhealthily obsessed with the show. Above all other things I don’t know anybody personally who feels the same way, so I can’t talk to anybody about it. I even feel like sometimes I’m driving away the people in my life who do like the show because I talk about it too much. I just want to be able to escape to Equestria and never come back.

I love Rarity even though I hate the generic preppy girl persona on real girls. Rarity doesn’t go stabbing her friends in the back, nor is she a selfish pony. I feel if she was a human that whole situation would be flip flopped, and that makes me really upset.         

I love Rarity even though I hate the generic preppy girl persona on real girls. Rarity doesn’t go stabbing her friends in the back, nor is she a selfish pony. I feel if she was a human that whole situation would be flip flopped, and that makes me really upset.         

I can’t watch season one anymore. Sure, I can watch season two, but whenever I watch season one it reminds me somehow that MLP will end eventually.

I can’t watch season one anymore. Sure, I can watch season two, but whenever I watch season one it reminds me somehow that MLP will end eventually.

I used to love Christmas
I used to love Christmas , it was the greatest  celebration from the entire year ^_^ , but now :C , my mom left to another country , my sister went in an ” unexpected holiday ” with her boy friend , my dad is most of the time drunk , my grandmother can barely understand me , and everyone that knows me think that I’m a loser that watches “ My little pony: Friendship is Magic “, and best of all : NO Christmas tree this year . I used to smile when I was watching over it :’(
I used to love Christmas

I used to love Christmas , it was the greatest  celebration from the entire year ^_^ , but now :C , my mom left to another country , my sister went in an ” unexpected holiday ” with her boy friend , my dad is most of the time drunk , my grandmother can barely understand me , and everyone that knows me think that I’m a loser that watches “ My little pony: Friendship is Magic “, and best of all : NO Christmas tree this year . I used to smile when I was watching over it :’(




I’m pretty sure I’d lose a lot of my followers if they knew I was a clopper.
12/22/12

I’m pretty sure I’d lose a lot of my followers if they knew I was a clopper.

12/22/12








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