It’s so upsetting when a new episode pops up and one of their ponies look similar to your own fan pony that you’ve had for quite some time. I was planning on making an ask blog with my girlfriend and even had some things sketched, but now I’m scared to because of backlash from fans who may think I copied her.
When I look at grimdark pony art, I get this freaky grin on my face as I start to wish I could harm people in real life like they do in the stories like Cupcakes, just for the fun of it. At times I love the idea so much that it’s hard not to pick up a knife. I really scare myself when I get like that…
“wonderbolts Academy” convinced me to go and buy my first pony toy, a small RD plushie. But after I picked her up I saw Twilight and Pinkie there too and felt horrible that I wasn’t getting them too. I ended up spending the last of my paycheck on the three of them.
I’m happy to have them but it kinda scares me that I felt that strongly about ‘abandoning’ them…
I fear the day has come when i can honestly say the fandom is dying out. The hype of the show is nowhere near it used to be, and many well known bornies are retireing from the fandom. I knew one day this would come, but i hoped it wouldn’t be this soon.

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