I make the cutest plushies in equestria! This what’s my face when equestria daily didn’t post my fan work that I work very hard on!

Pinkie pie in her Galla dress. ^v^

PC: image was requested for use by OP. 

To be honest everytime EQD rejects a fanfic of mine I’m happy because it means I get awesome feedback. Though what really pisses me off is when someone dislikes my story without leaving a comment telling why. I do also suspect that if your story is in the popular story list on fimfic other authors dislikes them so they can get higher up there. If that’s the case it makes me kind of sad.

When I saw the review of ‘Doomsday Ascending’ on Equestria Daily, I was disgusted with bronies, at how they could preach love and tolerance, and promptly turn on someone for using R34 in a fanfic game.  It’s just hypocritical to pick and choose who is worthy of being loved and tolerated.  And to boot, the game was only done to learn the engine, and the creator asked not to have it distributed because he knew the kind of backlash he’d get from it.  

Bronies, I am dissapoint.

Equestria Daily completely rejected my first fanfic (“…it’s not exactly the kind of thing EqD posts”) and gave me notes (and one strike) on the second. I’m working to make the changes they suggested for the second, because I know how to take criticism and I want to improve my work and my abilities. I think that people that get upset about the EqD pre-readers need to reevaluate how they take criticism and what they really want when writing fanfiction, because it certainly isn’t to produce quality work if they’re so dismissive of good criticism.

My first fanfic just wasn’t appropriate for EqD. I figured this was likely when I submitted it, but I wanted to see if it could go up there, just in case I was wrong.

Also: Thank you, EqD pre-readers! You’re awesome.

I have written a very long, somewhat popular light adventure fanfiction for Equestria Daily. I have also written clop fanfiction for a fetish blog. For the longest time, I wrote about the same characters. But the more I wrote, just, the dirtier I felt inside. After writing a fanfiction where one of my characters just straight-up murders the other two… I just felt like I broke inside. I couldn’t even look at them anymore. I feel like I violated myself, my characters, and broke all enjoyment of MLP.

I wanted so badly to apologize to them. How do you apologize to fictional beings? How do you make it up to them? I didn’t want to just carry on, business as usual. I had to do something to just… fix this. Never did really make up for it. I wrote a couple more fetish pieces past that point, even. One cruel commission really made me sick all over again.

So, I just stopped. I stopped writing fetish material, not just for MLP, but in general. I cleaned myself up and started focusing on my light adventure fic alone. It wasn’t an apology, but I felt a lot better not associating with the dark side anymore. MLP came back to me, and I could enjoy it without thinking about the horrible things I’ve done.

But, I guess…

Luna. Discord. Celestia.

This is very late but…

I’m sorry I’ve treated you so horribly. I’m sorry I’ve used and messed with you. I’m sorry that I even took pleasure from seeing you hurting. From seeing you in pain. You didn’t deserve to be treated that way. Not by me. Not ever by somebody like me…

I promise you. I will never do something like that to you three again.

I promise.

*photo submission

I’m only writing a fanfic in the hopes EqD will promote it and I can inflict the rest of the fandom with my awesome head canon.